Pictures Randomness

My current picture I uploaded on my profile Picture. This is taken by my friend Tesna while were were having our dinner in the Camp. We both agreed the apple juice that I'm having very much looks like beer. Its alcohol free here remember? ;p

Another cheerful faces that brighten up your days on site. This is Sibron Tua, and I called and purposedly teased him "pak tua", which means.. er.. mr. Old. and he really don't like that.. ;p

This is Pak Johari.. he asked me to take his picture and he wanted to pose as such. No forced needed.. silly dude. and I willingly take such silliness shot! ;p I like to think that he's proud of the works that the team has shown here.



A group photo, just taken yesterday night while we waiting for documents to start a work. What a great team!

Do you spot whats behind the bush? let me give you a clue... its my favourate meat for Barbeque.. nyum nyum! ;p


This is my friend Tesna... er... actually he was holding the mug like that for a few second for me to take. hehehe... it does shows in this photo yeah? He's back in Jakarta for a week.... must be drink a real beer now.. oh wait, he don't drink beer! Man.. I would switch place with him.. I want beer! just a cup or two..

Thank You soo very much!

Thank you...

This is all I can say my dear friends...
I only requested to have lunch together with friends, didn't aspect it to be any different than any other day... How wrong I was!

2nd September...
woke up around 7am and getting ready to church for my rehearsal before that day Sunday service. Didn't feel any different that morning... but once I step into the church, Rachel walk straight up to me and give me the first birthday wishes! with her usual cheerful smile on her face! How I wish can give her a hug. And it follows with more birthday wishes from the other team members! Thank you Cheryl for the opening prayer and mentioned me- turning 28 that day!! How sweet!.. I could feel Pr. Todd's hand on my shoulder, giving me encouragement and unexplainable comfort in that. Thanks!

Cheryl sang wonderfully... And I feel honored to sang along side with her. Simple songs were transformed into this wonderful sounds and music by her powerful vocal. Lord, I thank you for Cheryl and bless her more...

At Sunday school, Louise the teacher for that day said "its someone birthday today!" oh my.. how quick my niece Natasha response, "Uncle boy birthday!" .. Hahaha.. its a surprise to me that my fellow teachers know it was my birthday!.. they sang to me my-first-28th "happy birthday" song!!.. Thank you my dear little friends for that sweet song. Oh man.. I wouldn't ask for more... I got to do the thing that I enjoyed most doing this morning-singing, and I got to spend time with my little friends.. and they sang me happy birthday just for me!! man... I shouldn't feel like this.. I am too old for this stuff...

After Sunday School end, I got more and more birthday wishes from everyone... My sisters was there, my friends and everyone gave me kisses and hugs... Oh man.. I feel overwhelming with love! Its nice to know you are love ;) .. Manage to give Teresa and Rafael a kisses and hugs... as they be leaving to Mexico in the evening. With a promise to pay them a visit!.. I do not know when I'll be able to do that.. Teresa.. Rafael.. you guys will be dearly miss.. Rafael probably too young to remember any of this...

By this time... I have 2 birthday present and RM50 from my sister.. geez... I feels like a boy again having a present for birthday!! ;p Its not the price of gift matters or the quantity.. but having it wrap-up in a gift wrap and the thought what matters, its nice to open it! thanks for the Boxer Immanuel.. I know its your idea. Hahaha... what a laugh. And yes, I wear XL size now, not L as I said earlier. my tight kinda big for an L! thanks Amir for the lovely table clothes! I love it....

We had our lunch at Cozy House in Great Eastern Mall as plan earlier along with my sister. It was really great! Its just surprise me that it seem like everyone I meet that day, wishes me Happy birthday!!.. how on earth they known it? Was it on the paper as they've jokingly said their source of information?? ;p Anyway, never mind where their source were.. its such a blessing to be in my position, having to shake hands with them... hugs and kisses... with their loving look at me... ah... what I could have ask more?!

The moment they bring the birthday cake... my very own birthday cake!! I don't remember I have my own birthday cake ever!! I hid behind my loving niece and nephew to hide my embarrassment. Its sounds like everyone in that restaurant sang a happy birthday to me!! Yikes! so.. perasan! but all eyes were on me!... WOw.. Its really is my day! when this ever happens to me? Judy join us for lunch that day especially for me, regardless of her being not well!!.. how sweet!! thanks sister Judy!

After the memorable lunch (sounds like a funeral plak!) with my lovely friends and family, Immanuel, Michelle and myself head to Gynnette place. Oh, I bump into Elvin on the way out from Great Eastern. I must say, he looks great! looks like his PT session paid off.. good for you Elvin! At Gynnette's lovely-stylist-beautiful condo, and had another eating session. Initially I had turn down the offer to join them, but at last, they said its ok to join them after my lunch! WOW... eat eat eat... what can I say, its all on the table, it won't be nice to turn down such yummy foods right?? ;p... got to "tapau" also!!

One most embarrassing things happened to me... I feel asleep at the living room!!! Oh my... you know what happens when I fall asleep?? yeah... how embarrassing was it!! They kindly recorded it in their phone video cam!!! man... Thats embarrassing! But I was really really tired... overwhelmed with all this... and foods! Some more we Camwhoring in Gynette beautiful-Classy toilet, kitchen... you'll probably have a good laugh at the pictures.. Immanuel.. his never ending jokes! He's such a joker..no wonder Pr Lisa asked him to organize the Talent show for this year!!

by 5pm, I reach home... oh, my head... was freaking tired!
I took a short nap before my dinner date with my Korean brothers!! Initially it was planned that JaeKyu will cook a Korean dish for me!! how sweet was that?! So, I agreed! and was looking forward to it.. but, instead, we end up at Suzie Corner for dinner!! hahaha... We bump into my sister who was with John and Betty for dinner as well!! And also Vincent with his family!.. and Don! Its like The Bridge families was there! Thanks MinKyu for lovely Dinner! Lord, I pray for MinKyu that you be with him, encourage him on his struggle at his work place. And make those people around him be nice Lord. And continue to bless him Lord. Thank you.

I couldn't express how grateful I am for such wonderful day to my friends.. and the endless "thank you" words probably making them sick hearing them.. but dear friends.. I am, from the bottom of my heart. Very thankful!.. your friendship is the best and greatest gift.
I thank you Lord for giving me this friendship... continue to bless my friends and family in their life, so they may share this blessing with others. Thank You..

And not to forget, TZ-for MIKA CD! thank you.. I love it!
I couldn't imagine my 28th years on earth would turn out like this... at least, I have something to be thank for... ;)

Love, kisses and Hugs to all...

With lots of love,
Musa

A blissfull weekend!

Ah.. another wonderful weekend! (seem like I said it soo often these days) Well, to balance them up, I had good day and bad day... which one to write first?

Ok..let talk about bad first. Its just me... being mean and bad to my good and patient friends. I do not know what got me or why I feel soo moody that time.. talking seems the last thing I wanted to do! I should have said "Can I call you back?" before I said something I regret.. why didn't I think of that? Maybe my head was too preoccupied thinking of controlling the rage in my head.

Such small thing like "he ya!" (sigh heavily/"mengeluh") annoyed me! It like sending a negative vibes to my ears and effected my state of feeling!.. hem..do you understand what I'm trying to say? I don't either.. ;p I used to have a dorm-mate who used to sigh heavily ALL THE TIME. And its just sending negative energy to me.. as if, the weight of the world is on his shoulder... Well, anyway I address this issue to my poor friend on the other line... "please don't say he ya again!"! which I critically listen to every word he said... so that he didn't say "he ya" in those sentences he said! man... I must be a really "challenging person" to talk with that time!!

And, information you get from this blog, and were asked again kinda bug me too.. which I ended up with "can we stay away from blog topic?".. hahaha.. man. I am seriously mental! My mood seem to show the worse side of me.. as any questioned asked which come from blog kinda bug me. my head were thinking "you read from the blog! why do you have to ask?!?". I keep myself quite as I know, blurting this out will hurt my dear friend on the other end line. Which of course, translated into "silent treatment". I let he assumed that my being silent was because I was concentrating on the movie.

For my state (emo) getting worse.. my friend suggestion to celebrate my birthday seem the last thing I want to hear. I simply said "I don't want to celebrate my birthday! I just dont!" ... I dont feel like celebrating it as I don't see the point. Well, it just a birthday... so what?.. hahaha...I am seriously MENTAL! my poor friend try to reason.. "you been celebrating your friends' birthday... why don't you want to celebrate your own?"... God I dont know? I dont feels very appreciating my current state of whatever you call this life. I still where I am 2/3 years ago.. so why celebrating? I'm such a nuthead!

so.. I end the conversation with a bitter bid of good night. I think I am the most "challenging" person to be with at that moment! I don't think I deserve such good friend... I'm an a**hole!! there I said it! I'm sorry for the vulgarity .. hard to avoid when I think I am that.

Please forgive me my dear friend...

Blissful Blissful weekend?
Oh yea... the tittle! hehehe... seems to write endlessly of the worse side of me.. Sorry!
I attended the Alpha training on Saturday Noon, which they provide lunch! YAY! Free lunch!! Thanks Derrick!! ... I was freaking full by the time we to start our praise & worship practice. Nathan was leading this time...its good to see different style and different person leading. And I couldn't stop thinking that they look more like a boy-band as there are no ladies on the Praise Team that day. I joined the practice and it was so much fun singing in harmony. Immanuel, Joel and Minkyue sang beautifully in harmony. At one point, there were 4 of us singing in harmony against one-Nathan singing in Melody! Boleh tahan lah Nathan!

After our practice, we make it to one of our friend's parent house- fashionably late! Its an opportunity to meet our friend's family members! whom were super nice and friendly. "Pa" probably wonder where in the world his daughter found a bunch of shameful monkey like us! hahaha... Immanuel was in his incredibly hilarious mood that night. He's such a joker!! I was probably turn hot and sweaty when Immanuel asked me to do the action in front of these well mannered people who we just meet in less than an hour! That would make us disqualified for any well-behave-civilized party in the future! Anyway, we've meet another bloggers too! Mark.. who played transformers when he was a boy, with his sister's dolls perhaps?! ;p

Went home with super full tummy and had jolly good time.
Our friend is soo brilliant to come up with such fun games! Its so much fun playing "Taboo", it just that, I have less creativity to give out clue for the answer! Probably a good way to make my rusty head back to work!

And On Sunday.. perhaps, you could go to my buddy Immanuel on our Super Sunday School Rally! I'm telling you.. I had really good time dancing, singing, and playing games with kids!
What a blissful weekend!

Amazing huh?
I found more Joy in church rather being "here", as in "place-shall-not-be-name" so I won't get into trouble..get it? ;p

Beautiful Monday

No.. I refuse to accept Monday as a "blue Monday"... I'm trying to apply MinKyu's positive thinking yesterday. And I think, its very good.. and I am going to apply it! Think Positive... its like ignore the bad/negative things that happening around you... and look on the brighter side. Right Minkyu? (not that Minkyu going to read this)

Its a brand new day!.. you see a clear blue sky, comes early to work, had a nice "reheat" breakfast at home and had really good rest... had nice yummy Chi Ku Teh with my pal-Immanuel... why does it have to be "blue".. its a beautiful Monday! don't you think?

Besides, I had a whole wonderful weekend.. super wonderful!

1. I had dinner at the Korean BBQ Restaurant in Ampang Waterfront with friends... 11 of us including myself, than.. Micheal's family was there too!! They're celebrating his Birthday! isn't that cool? What a coincidence that we were there! I am soo glad that we make it, and had one super feast! which, at a point of time... eating seems to be a torture!.. ) any leftover, for every 100gm, they'll make you pay rm5.. thats why we have to finish all the foods that is on the table. And I was the DBKL to clean it all up! ;p

2. I had a great Sunday.. singing and praising my Lord and my savior!.. plus I got to spent some time with His little lamb... they're soooo cute! I confuse why anyone will refuse to spent some time with them.. ;) .. I soo fall in love with this boy, Andrew, chubby little boy who is just less than 2 years old! he laugh at my funny face, he trying to converse with me...man..I want to have my own, a boy, just like Andrew... ;)

3. Lunch + Minkyu Birthday at California Pizza Kitchen, in KLCC! This eating together seems no end.. we had good time, full tummy.. getting to know each other more! making fun of one another... sooo glad to see sis. Kel Lee too! May May..where we you?

4. I had another dinner feast with my cousin.. she finish her treatment, and schedule to be flying to Miri this Wednesday, noon. My sisters, my niece was invited to my place.. and we have lots of foods!. I forgot to invite Immanuel... I slept the entire afternoon after that lunch... by the time I wake up.. we're ready to eat!.. hehehe. Anyway, my sisters and cousin and niece were making fun of my snoring!! ;p and my dear Tasha woke me up... Thank you Lord for all this blessing!

Yeah... I know, my weekend consist of eating, feasting.. wow.. I feel soo blessed!

And today, if theres no rain, I'll jog with Jaekyu at KDE... maybe just one round is enough... hehehe. I know. feast+feast+feast+1 round jog=/ (not equal) to Balance! I'll do what I can... like greg says.. walk+Jog+walk+jog.. is ok-lah! I ain't training for anything like Greg did.. just wanna remain the same size, so I don't have to buy new clothes because I couldn't fit in the old ones! hehehe.. besides, 1 round is like 2+ km!? right?

Is it Friday yet?

Feeling a bit weird today.. It doesn't feels like the the usual excitement Friday... I don't know why. Probably its because I just received new direction, and I know I won't be able to finish them by today!.. normally I would have done this week task.. but when I just got the direction end of the week.. How? Knowing that I wouldn't be able to finish them up by today, I feels super damn lazy to even look at it!! gosh.. its feels like Monday!!! buat bodoh jer...

Anyway, I did watched Rush Hour 3 with 2 fellow bloggers that I just meet!! Its feels like having a blind movie date!! A threesome blind movie date somemore!!! hahaha.. sure these two guys laugh at this! When we were about to meet, Feiji said .. "I'm wearing white shirt with Jacket.." Isn't that sound so much as meeting your blind date? hahaha.. Anyway, Its the first time meeting bloggers from the New Community. Hope Mr. New doesn't see this as "going behind his back". Besides, whenever Mr. CN organize movie out with his Community, it will be at Mid Valley, or The Curve... kinda far for me lah bro... so, KLCC is the most convenient for me which also happened to be convenient for both Feiji, Jared. Its was good meeting these two boys...feels like boys night out plak.

*Continue later... need to do something ..*

My General knowledge is suck!

Last Saturday, I sat for my 6th PTD exam! yes... my 6th times people!!! and statistically, I have passed 2 out of 5 sitting!..which is a 40% passing rate. And if include the 6th time, I confidently say, my passing rate will drop down to 33%. Yes, I think I flunk this time again. Its pretty obvious to me when I can't answers a lot of questions and I choose the wrong essay topic!!

Questions like;
The guy who replace Kofi Anan in PBB, where he come from?
Uber Cup is for which games? (its for Badminton, I answered TENIS!!)
Samad something.. play in what sport? Won what medal? in which event?
What type of fat will burn when you do exercise?
Who have the power to suspense this ministry?
Who can give pardon to death penalty? (beside Agong? Other King can meh?)
Mr. nobody is the Malaysia Book of record holder for breaking the 200m run in which game? (its soo encient!! how would I know?)

These are a few questions that I can recall which I do not know the answer!!! how to pass? This surely prove that my general knowledge are suck! I totally wasted my whole Saturday sitting for this exam and knowing that I'm going to fail!!

Anyway, I had a really nice dinner at this Korean Stone BBQ Waterfront Ampang with Mr. TZ! its only cost us RM20 per person for a buffets style, eat all you can, and cook them for yourself. They have two cooking stove provided to one table, where you can cook the BBQ stone and a dim sum style of soup. I was really full... but I don't think that we eat that much. By midnight, I become hungry again! sooo funny! Hey TZ, thanks for that Saturday!! did you manage to go again last Sunday with your parent? I told my Korean brothers about the place, and we are planning to go there someday!!! If you bring someone who can eat much seafood, meat etc.. sure you feels its worth your RM20.

Setting-a-booth Day

Today, I was assigned along with Yap to help setting up booth for our Thailand strategic partner... I was sweating so much as we setting up the "kangaroo".

Here's the booth's looks like when we arived there.
And this is After...3 hours?.. yeah somewhere around that.. look very presentable.

Me...after all the sweating and hard work.. still looks FAT! ;p

Cheerfull Apple as we finished!!

Ms. White and Ms. Apple posing infront of their booth.. gearing up for tommorow ladies!

Ok, thats it for today... so lazy to write, so... hope you enjoy the pictures!.

P.S: if you happen to be around "here" tomorrow .. do drop by and see what the Thai's business have to offer!

27072007

Seriously, I have nothing to write these couple of days...even in between work, I think about work and more work to do... which I don't think its appropriate for me to blog. Right? Anyway, its been an interesting week for me. Everything seem to be out of the ordinary... which makes life more interesting...

You must be wondering what's with the numbers as the tittle right? its a winning lotery! go buy! hahaha... Well, when I recorded a file with the current date of the file, I noticed how weird the number is. Its like the 070707 (July 7, 2007) kinda of number, and in this case its 27072007. If numbers can tell something, what would it be yea? hehehe... Not that its important, I'm just curious.. you know me.. the crazy me.. thinking also crazy one.

I am nervous of this coming Sunday... We had our practise alright, it just that... I'm not so confident of doing the harmony. As Cheryl lead, the note that she choose are most appropriate for women to sing. For men, it will a bit too high sometimes, or too low.. I was like... changing my tone the whole lines! feels soo "kelam kabut". Man... how to learn to sing in tenor like that? How I wish I have Cheryl talents to be able to sing in many tone!!! God help me... On other note... the songs she choose are beautiful! There's this one song, which were originally sang in Spanish.. and of course... Cheryl know how to sing them. But we probably wont sing in Spanish.. only the English part...

I'm excited about this Sunday.. and nervous at the same time. I've been listening to the songs everytime I sit infront of the Computer in office, before dinner, ... right now!!!.. whenever I got the chance to hear the songs...sing along in a tenor like what my sifu Immanuel advice me. The problem is, we sing in different note than on the CD. How? Cheryl asked me after the practice when he drop me home "Musa, what I can pray for you?". Isn't that really really sweet and kind of her? Offer to pray for me... and I said, hope I sing the right tone this Sunday of course. Its on top of my head that moment. Now I have a couple of things that need your prayer. One of them is for my coming exam! Its been awhile I didn't sit for exam... and suddently, I receive a letter asking me to come for exam in a week time! How? do I stand a chance to pass? I put my hope in Him now... ;) so remember to bring that in your prayer k?

Lord hear our pray...
Forgive our sin...
As we call on Your name...
would you make this a place for Your glory to dwell...

Open the blind eyes...
Unlock the deaf ears...
Come to Your people...as we draw near
Hear us from heaven
Touch our generation
we are your people... crying out in desperation...


Hear us from heaven....hear us from heaven... hear us from heaven...

I am singing this song right now... while writing the lyric down here to share with you.. The tittle is "Hear Us From Heaven" by Jared Anderson... its a very beautiful song... do come to church this Sunday to sing this praise song togather yea?

Ok.. this is for now.

It is 2:04am Saturday morning!

Loving it!

No... I'm not talking about McD!

The wall painting.. i kinda like it. once I get started.. I wanted to go on and on. I get the satisfactions feeling when I done a pretty good job on another arm-stretch space of wall. "We" ( My 2 arm-stretch wall included).. manage to finish painted the Master Bedroom. And was about to started on the upstairs TV lounge area, it was already time for me to get ready for my Yoga review class.
You know, wall painting is like an artist... seriously. painting the wall evenly, keeping th color from out of the area... the extra pressure you put on the brush makes the paint looks a whole different on the surface. Although there are no arts on them...to paint it into perfection... that must qualifies enough to be part of an art. right? hahaha.. I just painted an-arm-stretch of space and now I gives you a long reading about it!

There's William's room, Dining area and the stair case area need to be paint.

Hey TZ, your condo is next? ;p

at the Yoga class last night... its quite an interesting experience. The breathing in and out should have been easy. But I cannot help myself breathing in and makes my chest expand which was suppose to be the tummy! my tummy is already big enough.. but breathing in to the tummy... expanding the already expanded tummy? come on... I was having a hard time to control myself from laughing... A little chuckle sounds by Rachael is enough to trigger my lost of control!.. Imagine, Rachael trying to lift her shoulder up from that lying down position with the tip of the head touching the floor! its must be difficult to lift the weight of those.. er you know what!!... Man, I remember Rachael said to Immanuel, not to write anything about this in his blog... and here I am writing them down to share with you guys who miss the "moment". You know me... I have such a big hearts.. I love to share!


Ok, here the updates,
After our Yoga, Rachael, Michelle, Immanuel, and myself went to Sucasa for Mahmood's Iranian dishes, chaperon by our fatherly-brother Chris ;p!... and the whole time we were teasing one another. Making everyone miserable and have a good time laughing at it!.. so bad huh? Thats us.. and the most interesting part is the battle of the sexes!

Is it hard for Men to find their Mrs. right enough to settle down? as it is more easier for a girl to find their Mr. right?

As you know, our Mr. Perfectionist, find its very very hard to find a right girl (or the one that fulfill all his criteria)... So, our 2 pretty ladies here trying to convince Mr. Perfectionist to look at it at different perspective. Meaning, by looking in the mirror... self examine/evaluate whether they are up to that criteria.. which one self-made. And somehow those criteria are merely the opposite of what we are. Well, with the exception of few like, if we're super slim doesn't mean we want a super fat person... which I keep teasing Mr. Perfectionist of this fact! hahaha... and our Mr. Perfectionist, who is never gives up keep up with the debate... Poor dude. Here he is being scrutinize criticize by the ladies and the guys aren't helping!! I just having lots of fun watching him endlessly defending his stand.

On other note, I become the victim of my own game... I like to tease the laddies especially Michelle, trying to become the cupid (the evil version ;p)...matching her up with any guy in the radar/ sight-reach-view. As I became more excited of my own game... as keeping update of the hottest guy (beside myself) that pass by for Michelle!

example;
"Michelle, 12 o'clock",
"Michelle, the guy just 'jelling' you",
"Michelle... cute guy.. 3 o'clock!" etc..

And... these sort of remarks gives the wrong impression of me!!.. its all fun and all.. but I you don't have to ask me... "Musa, you like girls right?" kinda of thing.. some more.. Immanuel keep on repeating the funny menu he saw on the list-"Homos".. a plural for Homosexual dude! ayo...hilarious betul lah!


Peace out!

by the way.. This is Mr. Perfectionist side of story!

Meeting a Thai Blogger

Last week, I had the privileges to meet a fellow blogger from Thailand. Her name is Ms. White. Isn't she a cutie? hehehe.. I requested her to have picture taken both of us, but never got the chances. So, this is her solo picture that I took..

Well, at first, I didn't know that she blog.. but every time we have lunch, she takes picture of the food that we takes. She said, she collecting and information, on how much the cost of foods here in Kuala Lumpur. When we were traveling, she takes more pictures... may it be the Petrol station, the Fish Manhattan restaurant or just the street vendor.... so my colleague, Mahathir asked her.. does she put those pictures in her blog? And thats how we know that she blog!! thanks Mahathir! ;p unless, I wouldn't have known.

Her blog is called : Me.. Myself... My Area

if noticed, her last post is dated way back April.. She said, she was busy the whole time finishing her MBA.. hope she do more updates for us all about the exotic land...

As few of you known.. I was on MC (again!) yesterday.. I slept the whole day, and catch up some movies... Today, feeling lots better...still recovering. Decide not to go for The NEW COMMUINITY movie outings.. wouldn't want spread my flue.. ;p better take more rest..

Hey Wynmen... hope you get well soon too!!
Seem like its a sick week for most people.

Harry Potter still my Favorite!

At Last...I manage to go and watch my "must watch" movie at cinema last night with Immanuel and Sean.

Like my buddy-Immanuel, I rate this... Okay.. Probably we were having sky high expectation, but still, I love it. I love the Fighting scene especially. Harry first kiss... er.. no comment. As Harry explained it... "wet" gives me a good laugh. I was really really wanna slap that lady in pink ..whatever her name is... she makes me hates her... good huh?

My Favorite Character?.. the Twins Wesley! They are totally wicked and rebellious and fun!.. and caring too ;)

Anyway, ain't feeling good today... my colleagues and my boss said, I look pale... I don't know whats wrong with me.. I don't feel 100% myself... but still can walk and type.. if I cant take it, I'll go home and sleep. My Boss said, don't push myself... I might take that offer . my ears and head feels kinda burning...

till than...

Alpha Weekend Picture

At work today, trying to catch up..
Feels soo sleepy.. yawn like hundreds of times already.
Watery eyes.....
no decent updates.. but, here is our Alpha Weekend away at Awana Genting Resort...Where am I Looking at? must be soo blur one ... ;p
Have a good week!

Sick but great Weekend!

My nephew Joel remind me once that, a blog is not a diary.. so, I won't write every details of what happened on my weekend.

I started having this stupid soar throat since last Friday evening, and I refuse to make this an excuse for me not going for the alpha weekend away at Awana Genting. So, I bought lots and lots of medicine. Its feel like I was on drugs as I need to take a couple of pills or sucking on that Deflame from time to time to prevent me from going down. My head was throbbing as if my hearts is pounding on them.. Whatever sounds I hear became surreal and transformed into a pressure throbbing into my head! Gosh... I can even hear the sounds of copter looking for the crash copter... hovering down so low looking for a sight of the crash copter. Man... their problem is much bigger than my soar throat.

Everyone is soo caring and so concern of my health. Those simple questions "how are you?" with the concern looks in their eyes... thats keeps me going to every session. And When I stand there, singing .. praising and worshiping him... I feel totally fine. No trobing headache, no dizzy... I feels just fine, well except for the soar throat. And Ivy.. John... thanks for the massage. Its really makes me fills lots better. The pet on my shoulder... the prayer.. Thank you guys!

When we were preparing for our group presentation, I start to feels the fever.. but I ignore it.. try and keep looking strong for the other. We were running out of idea, and suddenly Martin say "lets do it like this.." and thats when the "Royal Bridge Circus" is born. And I love my role. I don't even have to show my face!..And the best part is..I got to "pee" on people!! Isn't that great to splash someone with water?! what a brilliant idea Martin!..

Well, if you read my friend Immanuel a.k.a dalantau blog, I become the Elephant "butt", and Martin is the Elephant "head". And we were called Jumbo!.. Guess what Immanuel Character was?... Hahaha... he probably going to kill me.. Anyway, he played as a Monkey!! called Chiko!!! hahahaha... I hope that name stay with him from now on... Chiko!.. Every time we have banana, thats probably remind us of our Chiko... how cute!

I am soo proud of Immanuel as he could head the praise team brilliantly. I can see he have grown so much spiritually. He even went to ministering other members. Years back... this isn't sounds like the Immanuel that I know... but, look at him now! Isn't that wonderful? As we were ministering to our friends... I was in tears!! (I'm such an emotional person!) I was touched that these individuals voluntarily come up and ask 'pray for me'. I was in tears, because HE has showed me His miracles works, how powerful He is... witnessing such "impossible" thing. I was in tears because I was happy! It was a happy tears... you know that makes me happy didn't you J.C?

About the place.... I love it! I love it! I totally love it!.. CK has been kind enough to share a room with me as Immanuel can't sleep with my "sleeping soundly". And We got ourself a huge room.. complete with a kitchen, living room and a veranda!! how cool is that? The King siz bed... oh! makes me want to stayed there longer!.. How I wish I have an apartment like that over here.. suitable for a single man like myself... hahaha... keep on dreaming yea? Well... blame it on the "Dare to Dream" blog title! hahaha...

This is for Today.. I am on MC (medical Leave), but manage I write this post at my sister house. Will be back to work tomorrow..

Thank you note

Dear J.C,

Its a beautiful morning today, and I had my favorite noodle (kolo mee) for breakfast! Thanks to Layun for waking up soo early and preparing the kolo mee, just for me.. Love you so much J.C!

There are many things that you did the past week. And I want to acknowledge them as it importance for me to remind myself that You do listen.

No. 1
At last sis. Winnie is expecting! I know they've been praying and praying and its wonderful you have bless them J.C. Please take a good care of her and let everything goes well and normal for her this next 9 critical months. Being a new mother must be hard yes J.C? Hard for me to imagine, but I know you'll make it easy for her. Can you make them name their first after me? hehehe.. just kidding J.C.

No. 2
Thank you for open a door for my dear buddy Immanuel J.C! your works are soo unexpected and you really plan this nice offer to him. I pray that he'll pass his medical check-up. J.C, Thank you so much for showing me... you rewards those who are loyal. I know you'll do the same for me.. its a matter of time. right J.C? hehehe... I can't wait! if possible... I wants them now. But I know You know what best for me.. so, leave everything to you yeah?

No. 3
Jen looks absolutely fine and happy. Thank you for being with her and giving her strength to got thru the 6 cemo session J.C!.. you have been wonderful to her.. making the whole session easy for her. J.C thank you for the angels you sent from time to time.. Love you sooooo much! :)

No. 4
Thank you for giving the opportunity to do the things I love to do... I don't want to be popular standing on the stage. You know that.. and regardless of what other people might think.. As long as you know that its all for you.... I will do it. Thank you for this wonderful team J.C. They completely accepting everyone... especially me!! talent-less... but still you let me sing... love yea! love yea!

Thats all my thank you note for You right now JC...er, since I'm writing to you.. let me write a few new lines of request can? hehehe..

First on my list is my bro. Micheal. Please give him comfort over the death of his friend who recently pass away. J.C, you're the best comforter... I have no words to offer him comfort. As he sob on my shoulder yesterday J.C ... I cried with him...knowing how it is to loss someone dear to you.. I know its You who makes me walk to him.. and gives him the hug, letting him know that we care J.C. Thank you for your compassionate heart over us J.C.. love you soo much!

Well, that's what on top my head right now... Thank you for J.C for listening..

Abby, Paula and Aiden Farewell Dinner

Paula and Abby in our "make over" with toilet tissue games

Despite being under the weather, I attended our farewell dinner for Abby, Paula and Aiden last Friday. And we did have really good time... The foods was great! just that being not really well, I couldn't enjoy the food more. Well, I had 2 stick of fish fillet and 2 pcs fried chicken!!

Thank God it wasn't all teary as was expected. We just had a good laugh and jokes all around... being a joker myself, I couldn't help contributed a silly jokes whatever come across my big round head. Unfortunately, it cause me a little theme.. as whatever question was asked, the answer would have to be MUSA! I have no idea when this all started..even a pose for a picture.. they would say "MUSA" instead of "Cheese"! how funny is that? I know my conditions ain't getting any better, but having a great time with such great people... making me going and going and going.

Questions were asked between the 3 of them,
Like.. what is your ambition? (to Aiden) do you know what their funny answer was? To be MUSA!!..

which kids do you favor most? (to Paula).. personally, this is not a good question. I come to her rescue by quickly raise my hand!! and say.. Me! Me!

and would you come back to visit Malaysia? (to Abby).. duh! who asked this question? .. the parents are here, sister also here.. of course she's be visiting! and I quickly added that I am also here ma! hahaha... suddenly I become the center of the spotlight. Silly me.. its suppose to be Abby, Paula and Aiden night.. not me.. what can I say? I'm the Immanuel apprentice ma... blame it on him ;p

My heart cry out

A door of opportunity was open, and I never been so confidence in my life when I said "SURE!"..

But once we bow our head... I am at loss of words.
You can't imagine how I felt, how frustrated I am with myself.
But, I keep on and push on...
Depending on Him to provide me words of wisdom...
But it never come.. I search for reason... A purpose.
And I finally blurted out whatever comes to my mind...

It wasn't something I'm proud of.. but I thank Him for the opportunity He gave last night.
Words can't explain how I feel.
There is no words for something like it...
I wanted to say "stay".. Please?
But you have a mission. A purpose!
That makes you to go....
Who am I to hold you back?

And I know..
you'll be in good care.
Because I trust Him.. and He is with you all the time.

DPDB Brother's piture with Abby

DPBB is stand for the words on my shirt ok? (in case you still wondering) It says "Detroit Phi Delta Beta" with number 4. Its sounds like a fraternity house, thats why I called it DPDB Brother! (too long to spell out the whole words) hahaha.. my own created fraternity anchor by myself! hahaha.. thats absolutely lame!

Anyway... as our lovely Abby is leaving us... *snif snif*, I took the opportunity to take a picture with her. And look how sweet she is.. I know I know.. I look like a dufes... with silly smile and big head qualified enough to be the next real-life-Shreak.. still I can't help myself to have picture taken with her. She'll be off to US for College! And with luck, we'll see her once a year?! Otherwise, its her family that going there to see her instead *snif snif*

Dear Abby... our sweet abby.. will dearly be missed.
*insert your singing..good bye for me Argentina*
Wish you all the best.. and take care..
*insert another singing.. stay the same or any sad song in your head*

I'm suck at saying goodbyes.. and farewell.

Noughty Wednesday return: Slutty looks

On the left is our lovely Sophie posing her cheerful-plus-slutty pose with our super-slutty-looks of the day Ms.. Marry.

When I got the cd copy of the pictures from my sister the other day, and when I browse them thru, I remember I took this picture. What makes us crack up looking at this picture is the black dress our-slutty-looks, Marry here wear somehow flass back the camera's flashes especially on the breast. click on the picture if for more "enhancements".

Gosh.. If Mary knows about this.. she'll probably kill me!! hehehe am bad.. super bad boy!

Am still feels sleepy and tired, trying to find something to amuse me here.. hehehe.


Updated!~~~~~Niece Stacey and sis. Mag.. not slutty enough?

Hem.. you can guess.. who's look is the most slutty-est! grr... baybeh!

Kelabit traditional dresses!

Kelabit Dinner's Picture

This is backdated post, which I had promise. Here is what I wear for the Kelabit Dinner.
From left: Marry L, Jeanita L, Susan J, myself in "Kuyu Talun" (LunBawang Traditional jacket)

Thurdays, but feels like Friday!

Yeah!... My "Friday" is here!! hehehe... My Friday come early this week!! unlike you all.. got to work again tomorrow!! hehehe *insert your evil stupid laugh here* Boo hoo!

Why? because, My weekend start tomorrow! hehehe... aren't you jealous? man, I'm bad bad boy! well, if you follow up my post, I've decided to take 1 day leave to spend more torturing day (just kidding) with my parent. I wouldn't know what to do just yet, lets decide tomorrow-lah.

Our Alpha night? we have new faces!! love to get to know them more.. and hope to see them again next week. The foods?.. Oh Immanuel.. you miss the desserts Winnie make!!! sooo nyummy!.. poor Pr. Todd, he only manage to taste a small slice of it.. somebody shamelessly scoop from his plate some more!! hahaha... We had Green Curry Chicken, fried glass noodles, and mix vegetables. Thank you to my new cute friend, A-Ping from Myanmar, who helps me in keeping everything back which I can go straight back early!! How I am relieve that I can go home without trouble anyone to do me favor! Not that I don't want to.. I just don't feel right whenever people do me a favor. Its like, I'm taking advantage of em'.

I am also not use being complemented. There was one time, Jeni complement that I look good in my blue shirt, the appropriate response for such complements will be "Thank you" right? instead, I keep myself quite!! isn't that rude??!! Well, you see, in my head, I was thinking, if I said thank you it would be like I am agreeing to that statement, that I am Looking good!! Its just like in this movie.. I don't know.. scenes in a movie keep flashes in my head. Where A girl commented that Linday Lohan is pretty. And Lindsay say, thank you... so this bad girl ask again.. "so you think you're pretty?". Isn't that make you feel funny? admitting that you're Hot? or something? hahaha.. just happened in Musa silly head!

My sister called yesterday. She needs to talk, so, I lend my ears. Its about my mom.. My sister is not approve of her shopping for somebody else and nothing for my Dad and the grandchildren back home. I know, sometimes, my mother is unreasonable to my sister. No matter how much we supported em'(financially).. she always complements the one she favor. And its irritates my sister that her contribution are not being counted but than, its she that my mom would asked for support first! My mom is no longer on my side when my dad keep insisting on the girl that he approve for me. Its my sister on my side now... thats why I'm not a Mummy boy!.. I'm a sister's boy! And she makes it clear to me that, she will "interview" the girl that I'm seeing first before to go further! hahaha... talking about "meeting the parent".. you got to meet my sister first girlfriend!.. hahaha.. I am doom to be single! love it!