A blissfull weekend!

Ah.. another wonderful weekend! (seem like I said it soo often these days) Well, to balance them up, I had good day and bad day... which one to write first?

Ok..let talk about bad first. Its just me... being mean and bad to my good and patient friends. I do not know what got me or why I feel soo moody that time.. talking seems the last thing I wanted to do! I should have said "Can I call you back?" before I said something I regret.. why didn't I think of that? Maybe my head was too preoccupied thinking of controlling the rage in my head.

Such small thing like "he ya!" (sigh heavily/"mengeluh") annoyed me! It like sending a negative vibes to my ears and effected my state of feeling!.. hem..do you understand what I'm trying to say? I don't either.. ;p I used to have a dorm-mate who used to sigh heavily ALL THE TIME. And its just sending negative energy to me.. as if, the weight of the world is on his shoulder... Well, anyway I address this issue to my poor friend on the other line... "please don't say he ya again!"! which I critically listen to every word he said... so that he didn't say "he ya" in those sentences he said! man... I must be a really "challenging person" to talk with that time!!

And, information you get from this blog, and were asked again kinda bug me too.. which I ended up with "can we stay away from blog topic?".. hahaha.. man. I am seriously mental! My mood seem to show the worse side of me.. as any questioned asked which come from blog kinda bug me. my head were thinking "you read from the blog! why do you have to ask?!?". I keep myself quite as I know, blurting this out will hurt my dear friend on the other end line. Which of course, translated into "silent treatment". I let he assumed that my being silent was because I was concentrating on the movie.

For my state (emo) getting worse.. my friend suggestion to celebrate my birthday seem the last thing I want to hear. I simply said "I don't want to celebrate my birthday! I just dont!" ... I dont feel like celebrating it as I don't see the point. Well, it just a birthday... so what?.. hahaha...I am seriously MENTAL! my poor friend try to reason.. "you been celebrating your friends' birthday... why don't you want to celebrate your own?"... God I dont know? I dont feels very appreciating my current state of whatever you call this life. I still where I am 2/3 years ago.. so why celebrating? I'm such a nuthead!

so.. I end the conversation with a bitter bid of good night. I think I am the most "challenging" person to be with at that moment! I don't think I deserve such good friend... I'm an a**hole!! there I said it! I'm sorry for the vulgarity .. hard to avoid when I think I am that.

Please forgive me my dear friend...

Blissful Blissful weekend?
Oh yea... the tittle! hehehe... seems to write endlessly of the worse side of me.. Sorry!
I attended the Alpha training on Saturday Noon, which they provide lunch! YAY! Free lunch!! Thanks Derrick!! ... I was freaking full by the time we to start our praise & worship practice. Nathan was leading this time...its good to see different style and different person leading. And I couldn't stop thinking that they look more like a boy-band as there are no ladies on the Praise Team that day. I joined the practice and it was so much fun singing in harmony. Immanuel, Joel and Minkyue sang beautifully in harmony. At one point, there were 4 of us singing in harmony against one-Nathan singing in Melody! Boleh tahan lah Nathan!

After our practice, we make it to one of our friend's parent house- fashionably late! Its an opportunity to meet our friend's family members! whom were super nice and friendly. "Pa" probably wonder where in the world his daughter found a bunch of shameful monkey like us! hahaha... Immanuel was in his incredibly hilarious mood that night. He's such a joker!! I was probably turn hot and sweaty when Immanuel asked me to do the action in front of these well mannered people who we just meet in less than an hour! That would make us disqualified for any well-behave-civilized party in the future! Anyway, we've meet another bloggers too! Mark.. who played transformers when he was a boy, with his sister's dolls perhaps?! ;p

Went home with super full tummy and had jolly good time.
Our friend is soo brilliant to come up with such fun games! Its so much fun playing "Taboo", it just that, I have less creativity to give out clue for the answer! Probably a good way to make my rusty head back to work!

And On Sunday.. perhaps, you could go to my buddy Immanuel on our Super Sunday School Rally! I'm telling you.. I had really good time dancing, singing, and playing games with kids!
What a blissful weekend!

Amazing huh?
I found more Joy in church rather being "here", as in "place-shall-not-be-name" so I won't get into trouble..get it? ;p

Beautiful Monday

No.. I refuse to accept Monday as a "blue Monday"... I'm trying to apply MinKyu's positive thinking yesterday. And I think, its very good.. and I am going to apply it! Think Positive... its like ignore the bad/negative things that happening around you... and look on the brighter side. Right Minkyu? (not that Minkyu going to read this)

Its a brand new day!.. you see a clear blue sky, comes early to work, had a nice "reheat" breakfast at home and had really good rest... had nice yummy Chi Ku Teh with my pal-Immanuel... why does it have to be "blue".. its a beautiful Monday! don't you think?

Besides, I had a whole wonderful weekend.. super wonderful!

1. I had dinner at the Korean BBQ Restaurant in Ampang Waterfront with friends... 11 of us including myself, than.. Micheal's family was there too!! They're celebrating his Birthday! isn't that cool? What a coincidence that we were there! I am soo glad that we make it, and had one super feast! which, at a point of time... eating seems to be a torture!.. ) any leftover, for every 100gm, they'll make you pay rm5.. thats why we have to finish all the foods that is on the table. And I was the DBKL to clean it all up! ;p

2. I had a great Sunday.. singing and praising my Lord and my savior!.. plus I got to spent some time with His little lamb... they're soooo cute! I confuse why anyone will refuse to spent some time with them.. ;) .. I soo fall in love with this boy, Andrew, chubby little boy who is just less than 2 years old! he laugh at my funny face, he trying to converse with me...man..I want to have my own, a boy, just like Andrew... ;)

3. Lunch + Minkyu Birthday at California Pizza Kitchen, in KLCC! This eating together seems no end.. we had good time, full tummy.. getting to know each other more! making fun of one another... sooo glad to see sis. Kel Lee too! May May..where we you?

4. I had another dinner feast with my cousin.. she finish her treatment, and schedule to be flying to Miri this Wednesday, noon. My sisters, my niece was invited to my place.. and we have lots of foods!. I forgot to invite Immanuel... I slept the entire afternoon after that lunch... by the time I wake up.. we're ready to eat!.. hehehe. Anyway, my sisters and cousin and niece were making fun of my snoring!! ;p and my dear Tasha woke me up... Thank you Lord for all this blessing!

Yeah... I know, my weekend consist of eating, feasting.. wow.. I feel soo blessed!

And today, if theres no rain, I'll jog with Jaekyu at KDE... maybe just one round is enough... hehehe. I know. feast+feast+feast+1 round jog=/ (not equal) to Balance! I'll do what I can... like greg says.. walk+Jog+walk+jog.. is ok-lah! I ain't training for anything like Greg did.. just wanna remain the same size, so I don't have to buy new clothes because I couldn't fit in the old ones! hehehe.. besides, 1 round is like 2+ km!? right?

Alpha Weekend Picture

At work today, trying to catch up..
Feels soo sleepy.. yawn like hundreds of times already.
Watery eyes.....
no decent updates.. but, here is our Alpha Weekend away at Awana Genting Resort...Where am I Looking at? must be soo blur one ... ;p
Have a good week!

Sick but great Weekend!

My nephew Joel remind me once that, a blog is not a diary.. so, I won't write every details of what happened on my weekend.

I started having this stupid soar throat since last Friday evening, and I refuse to make this an excuse for me not going for the alpha weekend away at Awana Genting. So, I bought lots and lots of medicine. Its feel like I was on drugs as I need to take a couple of pills or sucking on that Deflame from time to time to prevent me from going down. My head was throbbing as if my hearts is pounding on them.. Whatever sounds I hear became surreal and transformed into a pressure throbbing into my head! Gosh... I can even hear the sounds of copter looking for the crash copter... hovering down so low looking for a sight of the crash copter. Man... their problem is much bigger than my soar throat.

Everyone is soo caring and so concern of my health. Those simple questions "how are you?" with the concern looks in their eyes... thats keeps me going to every session. And When I stand there, singing .. praising and worshiping him... I feel totally fine. No trobing headache, no dizzy... I feels just fine, well except for the soar throat. And Ivy.. John... thanks for the massage. Its really makes me fills lots better. The pet on my shoulder... the prayer.. Thank you guys!

When we were preparing for our group presentation, I start to feels the fever.. but I ignore it.. try and keep looking strong for the other. We were running out of idea, and suddenly Martin say "lets do it like this.." and thats when the "Royal Bridge Circus" is born. And I love my role. I don't even have to show my face!..And the best part is..I got to "pee" on people!! Isn't that great to splash someone with water?! what a brilliant idea Martin!..

Well, if you read my friend Immanuel a.k.a dalantau blog, I become the Elephant "butt", and Martin is the Elephant "head". And we were called Jumbo!.. Guess what Immanuel Character was?... Hahaha... he probably going to kill me.. Anyway, he played as a Monkey!! called Chiko!!! hahahaha... I hope that name stay with him from now on... Chiko!.. Every time we have banana, thats probably remind us of our Chiko... how cute!

I am soo proud of Immanuel as he could head the praise team brilliantly. I can see he have grown so much spiritually. He even went to ministering other members. Years back... this isn't sounds like the Immanuel that I know... but, look at him now! Isn't that wonderful? As we were ministering to our friends... I was in tears!! (I'm such an emotional person!) I was touched that these individuals voluntarily come up and ask 'pray for me'. I was in tears, because HE has showed me His miracles works, how powerful He is... witnessing such "impossible" thing. I was in tears because I was happy! It was a happy tears... you know that makes me happy didn't you J.C?

About the place.... I love it! I love it! I totally love it!.. CK has been kind enough to share a room with me as Immanuel can't sleep with my "sleeping soundly". And We got ourself a huge room.. complete with a kitchen, living room and a veranda!! how cool is that? The King siz bed... oh! makes me want to stayed there longer!.. How I wish I have an apartment like that over here.. suitable for a single man like myself... hahaha... keep on dreaming yea? Well... blame it on the "Dare to Dream" blog title! hahaha...

This is for Today.. I am on MC (medical Leave), but manage I write this post at my sister house. Will be back to work tomorrow..

Missing my little angels

Little Gabby and Giant Me!

Being a Sunday School teacher gives the the opportunity to interact with such cute.. pretty kids which are range from 2 to 5 years of age. I know that being big size and fugly face may scared the kids away for the first time meeting me. And I would normally stay away and give them sometime to get use to be around me. Sometimes, when the kids don't feels like going for Sunday school (with the Crying and hiding behind mummy).. I have to come for a rescue.. and it gives me a great relief when the kids stop the crying and starting to get involves in the activities.

Last week, I wasn't on duty... I only got to see my little angels after Sunday service, I would go to them and say hi... a few would be a little shy and but this one girl, Gabby.. very bright girl I must say. She is probably around 2-3 years... she is sooo adult! not the shy type of little girl when being approach.. and very affectionate towards her baby brother.

When I said hi to her last Sunday, her mom say "you said you miss uncle Musa, say hello". And she said Hi... than she said this with action;

"For God so loved the world... (she put her finger together close to her chest making a heart shape) ... that he gave his one and only Son, (open both hands together in front as if showing something precious in her hand) ...that whoever believes in him (move her both hands wide into opposite direction).. shall not perish but have eternal life. John 3:16 (show her 3 finger, than the thumb finger alone)

I was amazed! she can recite the verse very well at her age!. Man.. I sooo love this girl!! will be missing her this Sunday as I will be with the Alpha to Genting this Saturday.. :(

And of course, I'll be missing the rest of my angels.. James, Hannah, Min Min, David, Zhacary, Rafael... miss you all! :)

Abby, Paula and Aiden Farewell Dinner

Paula and Abby in our "make over" with toilet tissue games

Despite being under the weather, I attended our farewell dinner for Abby, Paula and Aiden last Friday. And we did have really good time... The foods was great! just that being not really well, I couldn't enjoy the food more. Well, I had 2 stick of fish fillet and 2 pcs fried chicken!!

Thank God it wasn't all teary as was expected. We just had a good laugh and jokes all around... being a joker myself, I couldn't help contributed a silly jokes whatever come across my big round head. Unfortunately, it cause me a little theme.. as whatever question was asked, the answer would have to be MUSA! I have no idea when this all started..even a pose for a picture.. they would say "MUSA" instead of "Cheese"! how funny is that? I know my conditions ain't getting any better, but having a great time with such great people... making me going and going and going.

Questions were asked between the 3 of them,
Like.. what is your ambition? (to Aiden) do you know what their funny answer was? To be MUSA!!..

which kids do you favor most? (to Paula).. personally, this is not a good question. I come to her rescue by quickly raise my hand!! and say.. Me! Me!

and would you come back to visit Malaysia? (to Abby).. duh! who asked this question? .. the parents are here, sister also here.. of course she's be visiting! and I quickly added that I am also here ma! hahaha... suddenly I become the center of the spotlight. Silly me.. its suppose to be Abby, Paula and Aiden night.. not me.. what can I say? I'm the Immanuel apprentice ma... blame it on him ;p

My Weekend Special Weekend

What a weekend!
I couldn't ask for more! and its pouring out unexpectedly.

And I remembered something.
A prayer were answered!

I remembered, the last Alpha weekend away.. I shamelessly broke down in tears as no man should displayed on public - A realization of my little contribution to His Kingdom...

But Look at me now... I'm not complaining (or bragging), I just want to share that my prayer was answered! I know I am not gifted in that area (prayer I mean). And this makes me realize... Pray more Musa! ;)

You see, I am soo involves in my church, and I know that on Friday!
Out of the 5 Ministries that we have, I am involves in 4 of them, and the only reason that I'm not involves in one of it is because, I'm not a Women!..

I am soo thankful to Him, for finding me a great place and wonderful people to open a door of opportunity for me to do something for His Kingdom. I know its has nothing to do with luck or coincidence.. He already plan this for me. He knows my ability, He know my desire... and He showed me where I should be! And I am having soo much fun in doing it! how I just wish it is my full-time job! But my Father's know me more than I do.

And sometimes the invitation comes more than I can handle. If I have accepted them all, I'll be having my scheduled pack for the whole week;

Monday-Men's Group invitation
Tuesday-Sel Group invitation
Wednesday-Alpha
Thursday - Gym! (my owned time)
Friday-The Single's Group [CSI]
Saturday-Praise Team
Sunday- Praise Team/Sunday School (on rotation)

I only been with TBIC in 1 year and 2 months now (and still are!), and I am soo involves! Isn't that great???!!..

To avoid myself being "crash and burn", I have properly "analyze" and make some thinking of what I want and where I am needed. So, I have decided to stay in the Alpha as I see there's a need for in physical setting-up. I would stay in the Praise team, because its my passion and I love singing! with the Saturday practice, I could sing with no audience! hehehe... If there's a choir group, I would be the first to sign up. ;p And as for Sunday School, I love to be with my little angels, so no issues of not staying, Besides, its not like I'll be teaching every Sunday. And I would go for the singles group as it would be a fortnightly basis.

I know the Men's group is a great self-development for me, just that... I couldn't afford it. There's activities that a bit costly for me. I wouldn't be comfortable for anyone to pay/sponsor me. And like my 'appointed Chancellor' Immanuel says' "just do where I can-lah". Right? I would do what I can-lah!... I need to talk to Charlie about it. I know he'll understand.

And the Sel Group, I turned them down when I first got invited. My initial reason was, I have my gym "favorite" class on Tuesday. which is the Step classes.. Oh man, I would miss my step class as I had froze my FF membership for the next 3 months and re-asses my situation Whether, my alternative jogging workout will work. But I still have 2 step class that I still can go before the freezing take effect ;p

Well, that's my view on my involvement to His Kingdom. Its truly a blessing to be able to do what I do.. and to have such supporting and encouraging people to do it with.

And on other factor that makes my weekend special is the Planetshakers Live! for the updates on that... go to Immanuel's blog. and to re-emphasize that, I had really really good time! Thanks to my buddy for making it happens! and by the way, I didn't buy anything during our "shopping" time.. I am disciplining my self remember bud? ;p And besides, I am content and I have everything I need. I don't need to buy anything just because everyone does it. Right? hehehe.. besides, I already bought a new Clark shoes from the warehouse sales. It is more than I could've ask for.

Unwilling Little Angels

I meant to update on how my little Sunday School last Sunday. So, we made peanut butter sandwich to share with and had load and loads of fun making it! Hannah my pretty and shy little angels was enjoying herself with peanut butter on her cheek... I'm soo proud of her!.. gosh I wish I have a daughter like her someday.

Daisy and Christina... the quick learner and qualify to be an assistant in the class!.. sometimes they're very independent that I'm afraid the other angles feels bad not being able to keep up with them. They very helpful and remember everything we learn and did in class!. Like when Christina told her parents, which I happened to be listening.. she told them everything exactly what I was teaching them, and what they did! I always know she's been listening. How I thank God for his guidance.. don't know what the kids might be talking about if I teach them silly thing. She told them about we making this church made out of our bodies. Who become what.. and somehow, her interpretation of daisy being the cross and the roof of the church is that "daisy was Jesus". I told the parent that I don't remember that part, but they assured me that the kids sometimes have their own interpretation. Cool!

For the record, we only have one boy in the class that day. His name is Emmanuel, he's 4 years old from African Countries. Pretty shy boy, but thank you for Christina, who encourages him to join them in doing the puzzle!.. how sweet right? I know.. I'm so bless and fascinated to see my angles working together and sharing. You could actually see who's the bossy one and whose the "more work less talking" type. Sometimes... they just don't want to listen, and keep doing their things, its irritates me... I try making them stop what they doing.. but its impossible! (especially my niece!) hahaha... I don't want to loose my temper at my pretty little angels.. no matter how unwilling little angels they're behaving.. I love em' all very much.

Most of my little angels are going back for the summer holiday.. I'm sure going to miss them much!...

I want your idea!

My lesson this week for my Sunday School little angels is "We are the church and we share with each other". You know, when I read this teacher's guide book. I am somehow learning from it. Isn't that great? Today business called it a win-win situation. But I called it, a blessing for serving Him!

Now, one of the activities that we about to do is making something (best suggestion is foods) that they themselves going to make and will share with the other classes. Do you have any idea what a 4 and 5 years old kids can make? All I'm thinking right now is peanut butter sandwich. and cut em' in 2 pieces! am not that creative on this sort of thing. But I am willing to try, and it be super fun!! And if its not working, we probably end up having peanut-butter-sandwich-fight!!! hahaha.. thats will be super fun! No no no... I'm end up cleaning it myself! what will the kids learn than? "We are the church and had a super fun peanut-butter-sandwich fight"? ain't want that to happen.

Having this semi-cooking class, makes me feels like I am the chef, as in "the naked Chef". If I got a TV show like Mr. Oliver of "the Naked Chef", I'll called mine "the silly naked chef for kids". I wonder, why they called it naked, when its actually have nothing to do with being physically naked. Now, I need your help, other than a peanut butter sandwich, what can we do?

I am a hopeless 4 years old boy.. what can I do without using a real knife and hot stuff? I don't want to get hurt or burn... I don't want my mommy and daddy to be mad at my super silly teacher Musa. Can you imagine how that cute kids face begging you for your idea? come on, it cant be that hard! If its help, imagine the Cat in Boot from the Shrek movie... says..." pretty please.."

Mom & Dad coming to Kuala Lumpur!

"You look happy today"
Thats what my Boss says when he saw me this morning. Hemm.. Am I?
Then my senior colleague say's
"You look... different today...bright".. Hemm thats weird huh?
Probably its the new razor/shaver I bought yesterday-which have 3 blades. Or its my shirt? or my hair? I don't know.
Well, My parent are coming down for a 1 week visit! YiPEE!.. I just book their ticket online.. its confirm! I know.. in 3 months time I'll be 28! but can I just let that go and be the "suppose to be" spoiled youngest son in the family? I deserve to be spoiled, overprotected, rebellious, black sheep, ...etc boy! I demand my right! (if there is such thing)

But than again, I was thought to be what I am today, brought up in a super loving parents, sisters and brothers and sometimes, we have weird ways to show it. Don't ask me what, Brothers and sisters should be "crash-bom-bang". Thats why it call family. Am I right? or am I right? hehe.. Now, what I should plan for them? I have no idea... Maybe, a Thai massage for each at my favorite Massage parlor in Ampang Point. Then, have big bowl for lunch/dinner at the Taiwan Noodle House... then, go shopping? Well, I have nothing to worry about.. there always my sisters to plan something.

On my Cousin Jeniffer's updates, they probably be discharged to go back to my place this Thursday!! Its a good sign right? Meaning that her immune body system is back on the right track and she is strong enuf to go out! thats great ay? I thank you all for diligently praying for her. Especially to those who walks the extra mile to see her, chat with her, console her, pray for her, driving her mother around and many things that you guys did for her. Irene Lim, Loh, CK, Rachael, Joseph, TZ, Manuel.. just to name a few.. you guys are the best. I really, really appreciated what you guys did...

On other note, A reminder-Tonight Welcoming Alpha Dinner! This is a place we can meet other people (sounds like a dating-service agency; its not.. but not against it). Make new friends, and have a fun "hanging-out" with new found friends. Rest assured, we welcome all, no matter how you dress up/down, regardless of your skin colour and your age.. we always have a room for more people. And its FREE-if thats count. See you all there!!


Where: 7th Floor,Wisma Chinese Chambers, Jalan Ampang, Kuala Lumpur
When: May 30, 2007 (Wednesday-TODAY!!) 7.30pm

inquiry? direction? Call Derrick 012-389 3148 [Password: Alpha]-or myself 019 2749367

Kelabit Dinner

How would you react if you know this person, and saw them attending a diner function as the Honorable Guest?

Last night, I attended this PKKKL (Persatuan Keturunan Kelabit Kuala Lumpur) at the Selangor Golf Club (KGNS) somewhere in Subang on the invitation from Sophie. I was suprise to see soo many Kelabit(s?) attended the Dinner. And everyone were all dressing up for the occasion, looks pretty and lovely. On the way there, we all tried to talk (karu) kelabit as to get in the mood? We were hilarious. And being outnumber the ladies in my group, actually I was the only man in the group, their Jokes are sooo freaking hilarious! No censored-edited, regardless of my present. For example, their friend went to Petronas Petrol station's toilet to pee, but instead she Poo! and there's no toilet tissue, and she used her underwear! (one of the girl say, "don't know which hole come out?") ... you see what I mean? I was just laughing my heads off!!

Now, When they announcing the arrival of the Guest of Honor, I was like... I saw this guy somewhere before? he looks so familiar. When we look at the booklet that they've provided us, thats when I know who he is.. Gosh.. he's Mike, member of The Bridge International Church (TBIC)! yay!... he looks like just an ordinary people at church... and here he is, being the Guest of Honor for the Kelabit night. They even give him a kelabit name!.. Balan? Balan? something.. I forgot what was it. I would asked him at church on Sunday.

By the way, Idris Jala was there too.. you know the MD of MAS Airline?.. yeah, he was there, played guitar, sing a song and dance!! how cool is that? I snapy snap some pictures using my sister's camera. I'll post it up when I have it. Can't promise thou. We stayed until it last, hoping I won the lucky draw for 3D 2N stay somewhere... but it wasn't my night I guess. : (

I was hoping to meet Hannah Tan, the Kelabit mix Chinese beauty queen. instead I meet other Lun Bawang at the Dinner! hahaha... you see? we Lun Bawang are very supportive towards our minority group. Or.. was it just an excuse to find a pretty kelabit? hahaha.. We were like, where do you work now? still using the same number? when are you going back? stuff like that.

By the way.. I wear Kuyu talun (Lun Bawang traditional man's jacket?) that night, with jeans, not with the loin clothes. Wouldn't know what statement I'm trying to make if I wear it. Maybe I wear one someday.. but I think, I need a "bikini" wax on the legs before I go on public wearing it.

Am I being judgmental?

Am I Judgmental?
Yesterday Class as I was assisting a co-teacher for 4&5 years old, I can't help myself observing and evaluate my co-teacher.
1st. He was the last who enter the class, as he supposed to greet the kids and welcome them. (I think)
2nd. Once he enter the class, he sits on the floor, in-front of the class, and did nothing and look clueless of what he should do with the abnormal large number of students.
3rd. The tools/games that he "planed" to used wasn't ready in place.
4th. Doing the "postmortem" before even the class finished.
5th. Only manage to do 1 simple task from the "Teacher's Guide Book".
6th. Inappropriate choice of games.
7th. Nothing of the activities that he organized tell anything of what they learn.
8th. Allowing too much time for a simple task. (can't help wonder.. )
9th. Too distracted with the noise the kids make. I mean.. they're kids, what do you aspect right?
10th. Asked the kids to do self-introduction at the near-end of the class, when I already did that while waiting for him when the class started.
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These are the few observation that I make of what yesterday was like. By the way, who would dance to a prayer song?..Basically, from my observation, he didn't prepare enough.

I seriously cant help myself for making this mental note, and hopefully turn it into something that I can learn from. I am trying to be positive... but than again, reading from the list.. it doesn't sounds so positive at all... its like, I'm too critical or too judgmental. Am I?

Chukoo, Chukoo... where are you?

Picture taken on Sunday by Ms. Judy... I just got this picture from her today. Isn't Amy hilarious? she's like slurp-ing something from the top... an imaginative water? and.. myself... hem.. what could you make out of it?

Pr. Lisa's Wedding Photos

Presenting the newly weds! Congratulations! you guys looks so beautiful. Just perfect.

Happy Dancing time!!

Two of my fellow Sunday School Teachers. Mrs. Lina Smith and Mrs. Sitsit? (spelling?) in their traditional dress... They look absolutely beautiful! lovely...

Ms. Ann! super sexy! one word...hots! hots!

My fellow Sunday School Teacher-Ms. Eunice Wong, and Our own super talented Ms. Sarah Nelson! Gosh... her voice!! If someone describe how an angel sounds like.. she definitely fit into the picture.

The Lun Bawang representatives in TBIC! *repeat with me* we are Lun Bawang.. not Chinese! We are Lun Bawang, not Chinese!.. got that? lol

For more pictures.. go to Immanuel's Flickr album.

Life: When 2 become 1

TBIC Associate Pastor- my pastor-Pr. Lisa (above) will end her bachelorhood with Amos (above) this Saturday, April 21, 2007! This will be the 1st Weeding TBIC have at the new premise building! Yay!

Congratulation Pr. Lisa and Amos!!
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On other note, do visit Ryan and Mike blog. Ryan did a posting of the 32 VTech massacre victims brief profile. thanks Ryan for compiling... and I do agree with you, lets focus and give more media attention to the victims here...

A gift of prayer to each and everyone of them will be great... I also pray for our peace and comfort in our heart... Lord, give us strength and light....

Turn the Volume down!

I try not be bother with anyone's opinion of how I did. But somehow its keeps ringing in my head like a buzzing mosquito that you can't just ignore. On that easter Sunday, I was asked to sing as a backup singer along with the others. As I am very much enjoy singing, especially sing along the songs that being played on and stuff like that. I wouldn't do it on solo vocalist on public.

The comments are;

"I only heard your voice"-I'm a backup not the lead singer! How can my voice exceed the lead singer??!!

"You have a great voice, I can hear you" -I should have take this as a complement, but ... isnt that mean, I'm tooo loud?

I made a couple of "wrong pitching" when I sang in tenor... I bet everyone can hear that.
Imagine that, you're deep in praise& worship and suddenly you hear someone sang in off pitching like the Happy feet penguin. I bet your peace was suddenly shattered at that moment! seriously.. its totally spoiled the mood and the moment!... and who to blame? A happy feet penguin call Musa! Musa... Practice! Practice! Practice! ... hehehe... Love practice... no audience... and didn't I mention I love singing?

I am currently listening Casting Crown song "Who am I! at Diane's blog. The male voice is beautiful.. and the female voice that sang in harmony is equally beautiful! Love it! Love it! Love it!.. I wish I could sing like that... at least, for myself. *wink* I ain't going to sing for anybody..