Not very good News...
I received 2 sms this morning. 1 from a friend I meet at Terengganu for the PAC, and another one from someone I have a lot of respect. My friend sms me about the result of our previous test.. He didn't get it.. and I check this morning.. My name is not in the list too...*sight*
And my second sms, from someone I have a lot of respact for. She asked me to do something, which I am not good at, and not ready to do. I replied to her, and hoping she sent the sms by mistake. She replied to me and She accept my DENIAL this time around...
....*sigh*....
I wake up early this morning feeling soo fresh.. although my legs are a bit tired.. due to having too much fun in the gym... And when I got this sms.. and the replied.. man.. I kinda lost the mood already..
... *sigh*...
I thought I could handle critics well... I guest.. I'm wrong... I does bother me... *sigh*...
yeah... I could come up with some crappy excuses.. like.. I'm just human... I have my weaknesses.... yada yada.. and for what?.. it doesnt comfort me at all! God.. would you talk with me? did I lost my ears to hear... my eyes to sees? How can I lead when I myself is at loss? isnt that like "the blind leading a blind?"
On other hand, I make 2 new friends yesterday. Tze and Kelvin. We're BodyStep buddy now. Good to have friends in gym.. doing workout togather.. Thank you Jesus!
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