Wednesday, November 23, 2005

My life is suck!

My career is suck...
Its like this whole year was a long stagnant path..
I'm 26 years old, with a recognize degree.. why am I still here?
I dream of bigger things... I'm a dreamer! Wake up shit head!
I want many things... doesn't everyone? why can't I have it?
Crap!.. my life is crap!.. crap! crap! crap!

This is my pathetic entry... about my stupid and pathetic life.
Its soo pathetic that I want to puke.
I'm a walking zombie... dead brain!
everyday.. I wakes up with 0 level energy.. getting cranky.. getting sleepy..
wishing I could go back to my stuffy bed... doz of a little more.. just a bit more..
so pathetic!

I hate the new guy in the office..
I swear .. I'm trying to like him... but I can't.. so please.. help me god..
Here some points why I can't like this guy:
1. BO! I can't stand the horrible smells! have you ever hear of shower? shampoo? soap? clean water? perfume?... they created these thing for a reason you know... use it!
2. Bad working athic... being fresh is not a good reason for doing nothing! Go ask.. when one ask to do stuff, dont order back! thats bad bad bad! they ask to do stuff, its for your own good idiot!
3. Slow... can't do multi tasking! Its not so hard to have a drink and swimming at the same time you know.
4. Stupid.
5. Idiot.
6. Deep shit.
all the bad bad names follows automatically when you have a horrible BO!..
stop walking with your arms wide open!.. no need to flash your big size while walking! you looks like mother ducks walking!

God Bless those who can stand your BO! Hope it not contagious to them...

3 comments:

butterflykisses5126 said...

You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience by which you really stop to look fear in the eye. You are able to say to yourself. "I lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along."

Musa said...

Butterflykisses..
all I can say is OMG OMG OMG
This is so inspiring, comforting.. *soabing*... I'm speachless..

hani said...

daren,

BO... yeah tell me abt it! I used to have this problem (not me..but a guy I used to work with..) when I was in the States.. at one point, we actually gave a perfume to this guy cos when it's winter and u cant open the damn window, its really really horrible.. hehe

and daren dear,

its normal that once in a while u have a low point in yourself.. I do too... its not pathetic , its human... if we always think that we are always so good,then we dont have anything better to improve, isnt it.. and thats not true! we always have things to improve about ourselves.. so its ok.. :)

do call me when u feel like u wanna scream or curse again.. ok?

:)

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