Thank You soo very much!

Thank you...

This is all I can say my dear friends...
I only requested to have lunch together with friends, didn't aspect it to be any different than any other day... How wrong I was!

2nd September...
woke up around 7am and getting ready to church for my rehearsal before that day Sunday service. Didn't feel any different that morning... but once I step into the church, Rachel walk straight up to me and give me the first birthday wishes! with her usual cheerful smile on her face! How I wish can give her a hug. And it follows with more birthday wishes from the other team members! Thank you Cheryl for the opening prayer and mentioned me- turning 28 that day!! How sweet!.. I could feel Pr. Todd's hand on my shoulder, giving me encouragement and unexplainable comfort in that. Thanks!

Cheryl sang wonderfully... And I feel honored to sang along side with her. Simple songs were transformed into this wonderful sounds and music by her powerful vocal. Lord, I thank you for Cheryl and bless her more...

At Sunday school, Louise the teacher for that day said "its someone birthday today!" oh my.. how quick my niece Natasha response, "Uncle boy birthday!" .. Hahaha.. its a surprise to me that my fellow teachers know it was my birthday!.. they sang to me my-first-28th "happy birthday" song!!.. Thank you my dear little friends for that sweet song. Oh man.. I wouldn't ask for more... I got to do the thing that I enjoyed most doing this morning-singing, and I got to spend time with my little friends.. and they sang me happy birthday just for me!! man... I shouldn't feel like this.. I am too old for this stuff...

After Sunday School end, I got more and more birthday wishes from everyone... My sisters was there, my friends and everyone gave me kisses and hugs... Oh man.. I feel overwhelming with love! Its nice to know you are love ;) .. Manage to give Teresa and Rafael a kisses and hugs... as they be leaving to Mexico in the evening. With a promise to pay them a visit!.. I do not know when I'll be able to do that.. Teresa.. Rafael.. you guys will be dearly miss.. Rafael probably too young to remember any of this...

By this time... I have 2 birthday present and RM50 from my sister.. geez... I feels like a boy again having a present for birthday!! ;p Its not the price of gift matters or the quantity.. but having it wrap-up in a gift wrap and the thought what matters, its nice to open it! thanks for the Boxer Immanuel.. I know its your idea. Hahaha... what a laugh. And yes, I wear XL size now, not L as I said earlier. my tight kinda big for an L! thanks Amir for the lovely table clothes! I love it....

We had our lunch at Cozy House in Great Eastern Mall as plan earlier along with my sister. It was really great! Its just surprise me that it seem like everyone I meet that day, wishes me Happy birthday!!.. how on earth they known it? Was it on the paper as they've jokingly said their source of information?? ;p Anyway, never mind where their source were.. its such a blessing to be in my position, having to shake hands with them... hugs and kisses... with their loving look at me... ah... what I could have ask more?!

The moment they bring the birthday cake... my very own birthday cake!! I don't remember I have my own birthday cake ever!! I hid behind my loving niece and nephew to hide my embarrassment. Its sounds like everyone in that restaurant sang a happy birthday to me!! Yikes! so.. perasan! but all eyes were on me!... WOw.. Its really is my day! when this ever happens to me? Judy join us for lunch that day especially for me, regardless of her being not well!!.. how sweet!! thanks sister Judy!

After the memorable lunch (sounds like a funeral plak!) with my lovely friends and family, Immanuel, Michelle and myself head to Gynnette place. Oh, I bump into Elvin on the way out from Great Eastern. I must say, he looks great! looks like his PT session paid off.. good for you Elvin! At Gynnette's lovely-stylist-beautiful condo, and had another eating session. Initially I had turn down the offer to join them, but at last, they said its ok to join them after my lunch! WOW... eat eat eat... what can I say, its all on the table, it won't be nice to turn down such yummy foods right?? ;p... got to "tapau" also!!

One most embarrassing things happened to me... I feel asleep at the living room!!! Oh my... you know what happens when I fall asleep?? yeah... how embarrassing was it!! They kindly recorded it in their phone video cam!!! man... Thats embarrassing! But I was really really tired... overwhelmed with all this... and foods! Some more we Camwhoring in Gynette beautiful-Classy toilet, kitchen... you'll probably have a good laugh at the pictures.. Immanuel.. his never ending jokes! He's such a joker..no wonder Pr Lisa asked him to organize the Talent show for this year!!

by 5pm, I reach home... oh, my head... was freaking tired!
I took a short nap before my dinner date with my Korean brothers!! Initially it was planned that JaeKyu will cook a Korean dish for me!! how sweet was that?! So, I agreed! and was looking forward to it.. but, instead, we end up at Suzie Corner for dinner!! hahaha... We bump into my sister who was with John and Betty for dinner as well!! And also Vincent with his family!.. and Don! Its like The Bridge families was there! Thanks MinKyu for lovely Dinner! Lord, I pray for MinKyu that you be with him, encourage him on his struggle at his work place. And make those people around him be nice Lord. And continue to bless him Lord. Thank you.

I couldn't express how grateful I am for such wonderful day to my friends.. and the endless "thank you" words probably making them sick hearing them.. but dear friends.. I am, from the bottom of my heart. Very thankful!.. your friendship is the best and greatest gift.
I thank you Lord for giving me this friendship... continue to bless my friends and family in their life, so they may share this blessing with others. Thank You..

And not to forget, TZ-for MIKA CD! thank you.. I love it!
I couldn't imagine my 28th years on earth would turn out like this... at least, I have something to be thank for... ;)

Love, kisses and Hugs to all...

With lots of love,
Musa

Sick but great Weekend!

My nephew Joel remind me once that, a blog is not a diary.. so, I won't write every details of what happened on my weekend.

I started having this stupid soar throat since last Friday evening, and I refuse to make this an excuse for me not going for the alpha weekend away at Awana Genting. So, I bought lots and lots of medicine. Its feel like I was on drugs as I need to take a couple of pills or sucking on that Deflame from time to time to prevent me from going down. My head was throbbing as if my hearts is pounding on them.. Whatever sounds I hear became surreal and transformed into a pressure throbbing into my head! Gosh... I can even hear the sounds of copter looking for the crash copter... hovering down so low looking for a sight of the crash copter. Man... their problem is much bigger than my soar throat.

Everyone is soo caring and so concern of my health. Those simple questions "how are you?" with the concern looks in their eyes... thats keeps me going to every session. And When I stand there, singing .. praising and worshiping him... I feel totally fine. No trobing headache, no dizzy... I feels just fine, well except for the soar throat. And Ivy.. John... thanks for the massage. Its really makes me fills lots better. The pet on my shoulder... the prayer.. Thank you guys!

When we were preparing for our group presentation, I start to feels the fever.. but I ignore it.. try and keep looking strong for the other. We were running out of idea, and suddenly Martin say "lets do it like this.." and thats when the "Royal Bridge Circus" is born. And I love my role. I don't even have to show my face!..And the best part is..I got to "pee" on people!! Isn't that great to splash someone with water?! what a brilliant idea Martin!..

Well, if you read my friend Immanuel a.k.a dalantau blog, I become the Elephant "butt", and Martin is the Elephant "head". And we were called Jumbo!.. Guess what Immanuel Character was?... Hahaha... he probably going to kill me.. Anyway, he played as a Monkey!! called Chiko!!! hahahaha... I hope that name stay with him from now on... Chiko!.. Every time we have banana, thats probably remind us of our Chiko... how cute!

I am soo proud of Immanuel as he could head the praise team brilliantly. I can see he have grown so much spiritually. He even went to ministering other members. Years back... this isn't sounds like the Immanuel that I know... but, look at him now! Isn't that wonderful? As we were ministering to our friends... I was in tears!! (I'm such an emotional person!) I was touched that these individuals voluntarily come up and ask 'pray for me'. I was in tears, because HE has showed me His miracles works, how powerful He is... witnessing such "impossible" thing. I was in tears because I was happy! It was a happy tears... you know that makes me happy didn't you J.C?

About the place.... I love it! I love it! I totally love it!.. CK has been kind enough to share a room with me as Immanuel can't sleep with my "sleeping soundly". And We got ourself a huge room.. complete with a kitchen, living room and a veranda!! how cool is that? The King siz bed... oh! makes me want to stayed there longer!.. How I wish I have an apartment like that over here.. suitable for a single man like myself... hahaha... keep on dreaming yea? Well... blame it on the "Dare to Dream" blog title! hahaha...

This is for Today.. I am on MC (medical Leave), but manage I write this post at my sister house. Will be back to work tomorrow..

Thank you note

Dear J.C,

Its a beautiful morning today, and I had my favorite noodle (kolo mee) for breakfast! Thanks to Layun for waking up soo early and preparing the kolo mee, just for me.. Love you so much J.C!

There are many things that you did the past week. And I want to acknowledge them as it importance for me to remind myself that You do listen.

No. 1
At last sis. Winnie is expecting! I know they've been praying and praying and its wonderful you have bless them J.C. Please take a good care of her and let everything goes well and normal for her this next 9 critical months. Being a new mother must be hard yes J.C? Hard for me to imagine, but I know you'll make it easy for her. Can you make them name their first after me? hehehe.. just kidding J.C.

No. 2
Thank you for open a door for my dear buddy Immanuel J.C! your works are soo unexpected and you really plan this nice offer to him. I pray that he'll pass his medical check-up. J.C, Thank you so much for showing me... you rewards those who are loyal. I know you'll do the same for me.. its a matter of time. right J.C? hehehe... I can't wait! if possible... I wants them now. But I know You know what best for me.. so, leave everything to you yeah?

No. 3
Jen looks absolutely fine and happy. Thank you for being with her and giving her strength to got thru the 6 cemo session J.C!.. you have been wonderful to her.. making the whole session easy for her. J.C thank you for the angels you sent from time to time.. Love you sooooo much! :)

No. 4
Thank you for giving the opportunity to do the things I love to do... I don't want to be popular standing on the stage. You know that.. and regardless of what other people might think.. As long as you know that its all for you.... I will do it. Thank you for this wonderful team J.C. They completely accepting everyone... especially me!! talent-less... but still you let me sing... love yea! love yea!

Thats all my thank you note for You right now JC...er, since I'm writing to you.. let me write a few new lines of request can? hehehe..

First on my list is my bro. Micheal. Please give him comfort over the death of his friend who recently pass away. J.C, you're the best comforter... I have no words to offer him comfort. As he sob on my shoulder yesterday J.C ... I cried with him...knowing how it is to loss someone dear to you.. I know its You who makes me walk to him.. and gives him the hug, letting him know that we care J.C. Thank you for your compassionate heart over us J.C.. love you soo much!

Well, that's what on top my head right now... Thank you for J.C for listening..

Look! Look!! Its Hillsong!!

Gosh, I do not know how I stumble into them, but.. THANK YOU JESUS!! I never thought Darlene Zschech, Joel Houston, Marty Sampson, Reuben Morgan would have a Hi5 account. Hillsong United is also there... I could just open their profile/page (especially Reuben's and Darlene's) and listen to their songs!! I only had have their old album, and they're playing their old and new songs in there! isn't that soo cool? Its sooooo beautiful.. its bring tears to my eyes. The music, the lyric, the vocal... ooohhhh.. I could die right now!.. pardon the expression... its just, its kinda hard to put it in words how I feels, you know.. its like.. it has a power of its own to make my body react the way it is!.. even the old songs, like "shout to the Lord" sang soo beautifully like a new songs. I got to drop by the Canaanland bookstore sometimes to buy their CDs. Darlene Zschech.. I know you're married, and Joel, Marty, Reuben... I know you're all dudes but, I love you all so much! hehehe..

Now.. being alone in the office is not soo bad. I can maximize the volume as I wish.. no one complaining. ;) Hehehe... its like they're here... and I'm singing along (quietly as not to spoiled the good songs) ... Oh oh.. there are couple of bands, like LUKAS... I never heard of before, but they're quite good too. Not bad at all. This Hi5 sure very useful tool to give us a preview of a new bands and new songs. And a good way to get connected with you favourate Artist!!!...

Do you know that Hillsong have songs in Spanish? I found from this guy, who is also a fan of Hillsong from salvador, he have these list of Hillsong on his page.. which includes songs in Spanish! ¡Eso es apenas asombroso! sí? Wow...No sabía que puedo hablar español! hehehe... I don't. I use google translator. impressive huh? Er... People from Salvador speak Spanish right?

Well guys, I trust you all will have a great weekend si? Voy al gym esta noche. ¡Seguro ser muchos de diversión! yep yep... burning these fats and torture myself till pains take over.

Roger and Out! God Bless you all

Meet the Monk!

Just a quick note.

The above is my picture as a Monk (can you spot where I am?) for the last sunday Christmas Concert. In summary, I had fun... the vanue was increadibly big and very nice. I cut my finger and I broke my glasses! Its a war out there you know! hehehe.. I was just being clumsy! Cost me rm700 for a new glasses... guess that my xmas priezie than.

Click [Here] for some great videos I took with the Camera's video mode.

Update soon. Cheers

Blessing

From thousands of forwarded e-mails I received (ok.. maybe I exagerated a bit), there's this one particular e-mail that keep nagging me these days. But in good nagging kinda way I must say.

Well, It was ilustrated as this person had a tour in heaven and seeing the angels work place. There are Department of receiving prayer and sending or giving blessing. This particular Departments seem pretty busy. Angels posting lots and lots of blessing that being requested. And there wasn this one Department, at the very end, is totally unactive.. like nothing going on in that department. So, this person ask this only angel station at that department, as what department is it, and why there is no activity around.. The angel say this is where they receive gratitude, and thank you letter. People-of-earth forget to say thank you, thats why they has not received any letter. Hope you get the idea.

As I received these blessing in life... I can't stop thanking God for it. Sometimes, expressing my gratitude to these God-sent- angel-people doesn't seem enough! So, I decided to blog about it as my thank you letter to my generous God above.

Thank you for a generous friend, My Angel Judy has generously sponcered my super expensive dinner that we had, on the wonderful fellowship dinner for our to-be-married friend. I feel trully bless by your generousity and your kindness sister....
As I was pondering over on how to make things work for me to help my sister with the moving, and to be with my friends for an important events, which I end up to make a choice. God! you're the best decision maker! I practically have to do anything nothing! Last night, when my sister talk about her planning on moving house, she bluntly asked to go for Chris's Wedding! I was, how about the moving... She must need my help. She told me not to worry coz, she hired the moving company to have more people, and I just go for the wedding and come back right after its done. She added that, its not like this thing happen everyday.. I must attend Chris' wedding! Wah... Soo easy huh?

And than, he asked me to go for the Caroling Practise and the CSI practise, She only need me to put up the curtains with my cousin on sunday morning. So, I guess.. thats fair enough! I can be in the Caroling again! wah... everything workout well, without me making any decision! Gosh.. now I feel so alive and excited all over again. Amazing yeah? When I called my sister again this morning, as if the things that she said last night was like sureal... like I was just dreaming of the whole thing. And she said, its confirm! Yipee... Its all because of HIM! I knew he just having fun at me worrying and having such little faith in HIM. Thank You!!

Hillsong United in KL

Fully-pack Hall

Counter selling T-shirt, CDs etc..

Immanuel trying to get some pictures of the Hillsong United staff

Miracles did happens to me. If you read my earlier post on Hillsong United Concert previously, you know why. The ticket for the concert was sold-out and I was really frustrated for not having any...

Supprise! supprise!.. a friend from church who has a ticket but couldn't go had kindly sell the ticket to me! how awsome is that! remember that I said, only by miracle I can get a ticket? Do you think this is some sort of a sign... saying that there is a miracles? well, I believe it is... And thank you Lord! Thank you Jesus for showing me the way, to indulge myself in Praising and worshiping You!!!!Ohh.. I love you sooo very much!!!

Oh Man, what can I say, Its was the greatest time of my life! I was having a blast! and I was really having a good time. I think I could just do that for my entire life. It was awsome! Yes Lord... I had an amazing time. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you sooo much!

Click [ here] for a snipet of the concert that I put up on the your tube.

End of Alpha Course 2006

Last Night was our Last Alpha Course for this year. Part of me was releaves that I have the whole Wednesday night available from than on and part of me feels that I'm going to miss fellowship with my fellow friends. Its supposed to be a happy night for me, but.. I don't know, maybe its just...

You see, I tried very hard to not to judge.. and be all ears when needed. But I can't help to critisize on how one carry themselves. The way their mind work and the way they responses. This fellow chap was kind enuf to give me a lift home, as I hate to trouble Manuel to send me home which have totally different routs. As we come out into the main road, and suddenly a motorbike cut us without giving way to us. This chap start cursing in his own language. From then on, he start the conversation of how sick he is with the traffic. Repeatedly saying he's sick! with the traffic. Adding that, Malaysia is the worst country... *now.. why wouldn't I be offended by this remark?*... just listen, I said to myself.

His frustration continues as how He have to drive his kids to school everyday for 50km and the 1 hour journey back because of the traffic. He's frustrated with the traffic again with his "sick" of the whole thing. I feels sorry this man. No words of comforts from me as I myself used to the traffic. He complains about the law in Malaysia which prolong cases for a very long time because of absent of the lawyer for not just 2, or 3 times.. but 100 times. Maybe he exagerated a bit, but I can understand his frustration. He shared his axperience when he did some job for a "Datuk". That when he delivered his paperwork and was asked to collect his payment on monday following week. And when He turn-up that monday, the whole company went to Indonesia. He said, that in Europe, with the invoice alone is enuf for him to get his payment thru the law. Poor guy... another victim of a scam "Datuk".

He told me about his son working in Australia, and keep saying about how easy it is making money in Australia. His son work in a meat factory where he can makes RM500 a day! impresive huh? He told me about his saving of RM300K which is part his and his wife.. I wonder, why he tell me about this? hem... Oh yeah, it was about how he will hire somebody to drive his kids to school and something envolves money.. well thats logic than. hehehe another frustration on the traffic old chap? hehehe

I can only imagine that, if its been Manuel who send me, we would have talk about how we had really good time singing in tenor, soprano stuff like that.. probably we sing some more. Hehehe...
But that will meant, he will spend more on petrol and arive home much late because of me. And I wouldn't want that for him. I feels really good that I tried to be Tenor last night. I am now looking forward for Christmas Caroling. I would love to sing in Tenor with Manuel, Joseph and Joel. Its sounds like a choir in an old church that has a choir group. hem... *me and my dreamland again*...

I think, I should stop now.. too much writing would make you bored to death. My request is, do pray for this old chap. His frustration makes him seem bitter I think. But he have the angel heart. Do pray for him to find peace and patient to go thru his daily life.

A very good words I want to share with you all that remember when Nicky Gumbel recite it last night... good words of advice.

9Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. 10Be devoted to one another in brotherly love. Honor one another above yourselves. 11Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. 12Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. 13Share with God's people who are in need. Practice hospitality.

14Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse. 15Rejoice with those who rejoice; mourn with those who mourn. 16Live in harmony with one another. Do not be proud, but be willing to associate with people of low position.^[c] Do not be conceited.

17Do not repay anyone evil for evil. Be careful to do what is right in the eyes of everybody. 18If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone. 19Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God's wrath, for it is written: "It is mine to avenge; I will repay,"^[d]says the Lord. 20On the contrary:
"If your enemy is hungry, feed him;
if he is thirsty, give him something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap burning coals on his head."^[e] 21Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. (Roman 12:9-21.)

Thank you. May you be blessed for blessing others.

Christian Singles International (CSI)

Pray this prayer all yea Christian and pre-believer, and dedicated it to our CSI team who are going for a Mission (avangelism) trip in the remote area of Perak.

Father, in heaven, bless me even while I'm reading this prayer and bless the one that show this to me in a special way.
Open supernatural doors in our lives today. Save and set free!
Give us a double portion of your Spirit as we take back everything that the Devil has stolen:

Emotional Health, Physical Health, Finances, Relationships, Children, Jobs, Homes, Marriages.

I cancel every plot, plan and scheme the enemy has devised against us in the
MATCHLESS NAME OF JESUS.

And I declare:

NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST US WILL PROSPER.

I speak LIFE into every dead situation. And, I thank you that nothing is over until YOU say it's over! I speak prophetically into our lives and to our situations:

Our households are blessed;

Our health is blessed;

Our marriages are blessed;

Our finances are blessed;

Our businesses are blessed;

Our jobs are blessed;

Our children are blessed;

Our grandchildren are blessed;

Our parents are blessed;

Our siblings are blessed;

Our Leaders of the Country are blessed;

Our Leaders of the Church are blessed;

and, Our decisions are blessed.

Husbands are on the way; Wives are on the way;

Mortgages are paid and debts canceled;

Our hearts' desires are on the way; according to

YOUR perfect will and plan for our lives.

IN JESUS NAME! AMEN!

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