Monday, April 03, 2006

Dear God...

A minutes ago I received a phone call from my sister...
The way she talks makes me think that something come up... something bad..
She said, she just speak with my dad.. (I'm afraid something happens with mom.. oh please no..)
The way she tell me about it...in slow and controled voice gives me hundreds of imagination and perceptions.. I am shaking inside, afraid of whatthe news is . But I hold my voice as normal as I can... I suprise myself.. like nothing.. like I am a cold heart brother...
It's my brother Lee, he had an accident at work. I do not know how bad it is, but according to my sis. said something about his tigh. And they going to send him to Queen Elizabeth Hospital in Kota Kinabalu. Is that bad? I heard someone could bleed to death from a tigh injury... God.. that cant be happens to my brother... my sister asked me to look for a flight going back.. why is she expecting the worse??? she cant be serious.. I.. I.. I'm not breaking down... just.. scared.. adn fear for my brother... who's prayer God listen to? he wont listen to me... I dont pray that much.. could you pray for my brother?... I dont know what to do..

Dear God, I know you exist... sorry didnt talk to you for a long time.. But please hear my prayer this once... please let my brother get thru this.. please take care of him... please god.. dont let anything bad happens to him.. send your angel to guard him.. please.. I must be pathetic writing my prayer to God... I'm stupid! I'm useless!!... please be fine my brother... please..

2 comments:

Mike said...

Im so sorry to hear about your brother. I sure hope hes ok.

Anonymous said...

heya sa,

so sorry nah to hear abt ur brother nah... u take care yah, jgn lupa call, nevermind, let me call nah... bah, hope he's ok nah

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